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All the stars aligned just right
and set in motion something comically complex
set a fire behind your eyes
a microcosm of corporate interest
we know exactly who you are
we're gonna drown you out with substances
and dampen your olight
and convolute your dreams with product placement
product placement
you don't get to make a decision
my body was (is) my body is (was) my own
when did your box get so rigid
that it could only shape and one kind of person
did you learn it?
well unlearn it
I wonder what it'd be like
if you just stopped trying to sell me something I don't want or need
I can't be that because it's not how I want to be seen
and now I'm trying to unlearn everything
that you taught me
you don't get to make a decision
my body was (is) my body is (was) my own
when did your box get so rigid
that it could only shape and one kind of person
did you learn it?
well unlearn it
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YR B0DY IS A MATR1X
03:55
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GREETINGS MY DEAR BELOVED CHILDREN
NOW LET GO
I'M TALKING ABOUT WHAT A HUMAN BODY IS AS AN INTEGRAL PART OF THE DIVINE TRIUNITY
TO PUT IT SHORT
YOUR BODY IS A MATRIX
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4. |
Chill Murray
03:02
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Every day's the same for me
shake off your dreams
and wipe the crust out of your eyes
the repetitive sunrise is driving me insane
and I can't do anything about it
because every day's the same
but I ain't no Bill Murray
I ain't no Andie MacDowell
I ain't no Bill Murray
and this ain't Groundhog Day
I forget what you were saying
entire conversations relating to the angle of a turning point
but once I get my math right
and make important calculations
I can leave this axis of rotation
because I am spinning out of control
and I am falling in and out of line with my own patience
I wish I was Bill Murray
I wish I was Andie MacDowell
and I know this ain't no move
but I wish it was
every day's the same
I gotta change that somehow
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I've been trying to scream but the words won't come out
I've been trying all my life
now I feel I hold a debt to every script rehearsed inside my head
everything I wanted to say but didn't
you never sound the same when you're speaking through my membranes
saying all the things I want to hear
setting up the perfect chance to tell you how I really feel
terra cotta you are meant to sit in sunshine
thought I'd lost ya
thought I'd found a way to close the blinds
self reflection, convalescence,
days spent in the deepest, darkest, dampest darkness
sick
all of my enamel
slowly dripping as I swear to comfort
trying to trick my brain into snuggling up to everything I hate
feigning the dark arts so I feel more comfortable in darkness
scrubbing off my skin just to erase tattoos of your name from my face
terra cotta heart melting in my chest
the fragile mold couldn't hold in the shade you live in
I wet my lips with clay that drips
and with a kiss send my bon voyage on parchment
the hardest part is all those promises
evaporate when I let the sunlight back in
it's not all about an ill contempt
I just know that things will change when my true mold hardens
terra cotta you are meant to sit in sunshine
thought I'd lost ya
thought I'd found a way to close the blinds
the omnipresent, unfinished sentence
I can't even read the words that I wrote down at all
terra cotta you are meant to stand the rainstorm
thought I'd lost ya
thought I'd found a way to stay inside
broke umbrella, drowned the well
I jumped into a puddle thinking that it was a pond
convinced myself I had forgotten how to swim
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6. |
Moon Phase Binary
05:52
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I was fading, now my pants are sweaty
I was dreaming, and reality's heavy
so out of my body I go
into the endless and ageless echo chamber
the place where the time moves the slowest
I changed the time to correct in the kitchen
the clock was set 10 minutes ahead
I went out and smoked a cigarette
the space between seconds and minutes I started to notice different
I was floating in a smoke cloud and decided to go in
what I felt there and then:
like a difference of 10 minutes of who I was in that moment
and where I could be converged at an instant
and all that was left was me
I admit I'm a little embarrassed of who I claim to be
put your actions where your mouth is
and then we'll see what happens when patience and promise meet
and karmic cycles complete
I was dancing, now my pants are sweaty
I was dreaming, and reality's heavy
so out of my body I go
into the endless and ageless echo chamber
the place where the time moves the slowest
the place where the time moves so slowly
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8. |
I Need You 2 Get Hexed
03:45
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I'm hurt
I feel cursed
thank god no one in this town fucks with black magic
because I've had it with shadows peering over my spine
I love when the "boys" wear makeup
I love when the "boys" wear padded bras
I know I'm not what you say I are
Do I have to show you that I'm bleeding
to get you to believe me
do I have to fit into the shape you've made to keep all your fears locked away
nothing terminates the dream like staying silent
the world will pass me by if I remain on autopilot
nothing terminates the dream by staying silent
I need you to believe me
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Good To Just Grow
02:00
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11. |
Lily Boi (feat. Bluffs)
03:13
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Lily boy, who gave you your flowers?
you're a silly boy, why didn't you pick them yourself?
I was a little coy when I gave them my answer,
disregarding the question for something entirely else
Petal girl, who gave you your roses?
You're a stupid girl, why didn't you grow them yourself?
Well, I was misinformed and now I'm begging the question
what's the spring to the daisy, the summertime to the belles?
Why do I crave the sword on either shoulder?
It's right there in front of me
I could pull it from the stone
instead of getting stoned in my parents' home
fall into place and not fall hard
The lilies fall from the birthday card
They say this one is different, this gift is something better
we've brought you a permission, we've brought puppies for your sweater
I can do that myself, don't need a slip to get signed
I wait forever for this pen to click and not leave me behind
I can't be left behind
I can't be left behind
I see no flowers in your hair, no stars in your eye
You show all the gusto of a passionate fly
when the world comes to eat you, you'll know why
I want those flowers in my hair, those stars in my sky
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